Struggles

I have been struggling. Physically and emotionally. I am sure they are linked.

I am still working on my thumb and there is still pain involved when I am not sure there should be any pain still happening. With my chronic illnesses I am not sure if they are the reasons or if I am pushing too hard. But I just carry on as there isn’t anything else I CAN do.

I am struggling emotionally as well. I am feeling unwanted, unliked, unnecessary, etc. This I do not know how to break out of except to pray, which I am doing a lot of. It is becoming overwhelming. I do not have anyone I can talk to about who could understand. I know God will get me through. I will lean on Him.

Our Lions Club needs more members. Do you have any suggestions on how to reach out? I would love to hear your suggestions. We do such good works for our community, we would love to do more.

Well, it is going to be a gorgeous day here so I better get prepared to be outside. Have a blessed day!

Better…

I feel better today, emotionally. Thank you to all who sent messages.

I woke around 1:15 a.m. wboth a really bad migraine and. Not a great start to the day. I am still dealing with that but it isn’t as bad as it first was. I can tell it is getting worse so I will take more meds to try to get a handle on it. There, that is done.

That is all that will be done today. Between the migraine and the RA. My joints are swollen and sore, warm to the touch. It seems as if writing this message is taking forever.

I am looking toward the future again but I am seeing some hope; a glimmer to grasp on to. I hope you do too.

God be with you everyday.

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